Saying Good-bye to 2012

As 2012 comes to a close, I find myself as most of us do reflecting on the year.  It was a year of firsts and discoveries and “Am I the only one who thinks this way?”

As you look back do you ever wonder did I do enough? What would I do different? Maybe, next time, and Thank Goodness.

I discovered Downton Abbey thanks to my daughter Courtney.  I discovered a love for  working out and playing the harp.  I rediscovered a favorite pastime of reading.  I experienced a first of taking swim lessons with my daughter Sarah and enjoying doing laps.  I discovered Red Beet Eggs while in Pennsylvania (these are the best).  I discovered Naked Basics Palette by Urban Decay. I found an acupuncturist who has saved my life (thank you Heather for recommending her).  I discovered KC Donuts (absolutely the best donuts ever).  And that I LOVE paper straws. 

 

I discovered the charm and peace of the Amish country and fell in love with the covered bridges, the stay at an old farmhouse and the best cinnamon rolls made by Florence,  sitting on a front porch at night only hearing the crickets chirp, and sleeping on sheets that have been hung out to dry on a clothesline (so nice). 

 

 I discovered that a dream of wanting nothing more than to be a stay home mom has it challenges just like working full time.  Some days I wondered what I did all day - That timing is everything and sometimes schedules are not necessary. 

I discovered a lot about myself and my family.  I discovered that I am braver than I thought and weaker than I imagined.  That being in the moment is more important than getting to the end.  That spending time appreciating the little things matters because these happen all the time.  That knowing deep within for the first time I feel as if I have come home.  That mending bridges and reconnecting and putting pride aside do more for your well-being than vitamins.  I have discovered that slowing down is best for your mental and physical health. 

 

 

I have discovered that there are many things I want to do, can do, and will do if I allow my heart to guide me.  That some things are best let go of……

I have discovered that life is full of challenges such as broken cars and appliances, disappointments, heartaches, and feeling of doubt.

Through 2012 the ups and downs I have made some wonderful friends and cherish the old friendships and found there is something good and charming in each person.  I have watched and observed and marveled in the strength and courage of the woman around me.

Though life is never easy and definitely full of trying times which only make us stronger I look forward to 2013 with the wonders and discoveries that have yet to be experienced, to those whose path will cross mine and the things I will learn, the blessings, the trials and the ability to meet it with a courageous heart.   

In those quiet moments between the movement from one experience to the next I cherish the love that has been shown unto me and the loving God who opens my eyes and brings into my life not just what I want but exactly what I need (even though I may not know it). 

 Happy New Year to you all