As 2012 comes to a close, I find myself as most of us do
reflecting on the year. It was a year of
firsts and discoveries and “Am I the only one who thinks this way?”
As you look back do you ever wonder did I do enough? What would
I do different? Maybe, next time, and Thank Goodness.
I discovered Downton Abbey thanks to my daughter Courtney. I discovered a love for working out
and playing the harp. I rediscovered a
favorite pastime of reading. I
experienced a first of taking swim lessons with my daughter Sarah and enjoying
doing laps. I discovered Red Beet Eggs
while in Pennsylvania (these are the best).
I discovered Naked Basics Palette by Urban Decay. I found an acupuncturist
who has saved my life (thank you Heather for recommending her). I discovered KC Donuts (absolutely the best
donuts ever). And that I LOVE paper
straws.
I discovered the charm and peace of the Amish country and fell
in love with the covered bridges, the stay at an old farmhouse and the best
cinnamon rolls made by Florence, sitting
on a front porch at night only hearing the crickets chirp, and sleeping on
sheets that have been hung out to dry on a clothesline (so nice).
I discovered a lot about myself and my family. I discovered that I am braver than I thought
and weaker than I imagined. That being
in the moment is more important than getting to the end. That spending time appreciating the little
things matters because these happen all the time. That knowing deep within for the first time I
feel as if I have come home. That mending
bridges and reconnecting and putting pride aside do more for your well-being
than vitamins. I have discovered that
slowing down is best for your mental and physical health.
I have discovered that there are many things I want to do, can
do, and will do if I allow my heart to guide me. That some things are best let go of……
I have discovered that life is full of challenges such as broken cars and appliances, disappointments, heartaches, and
feeling of doubt.
Through 2012 the ups and downs I have made some wonderful
friends and cherish the old friendships and found there is something good and
charming in each person. I have watched
and observed and marveled in the strength and courage of the woman around
me.
Though life is never easy and definitely full of trying times
which only make us stronger I look forward to 2013 with the wonders and
discoveries that have yet to be experienced, to those whose path will cross mine
and the things I will learn, the blessings, the trials and the ability to meet
it with a courageous heart.
In those quiet moments between the movement from one experience to the next I cherish the love that has been
shown unto me and the loving God who opens my eyes and brings into my life not
just what I want but exactly what I need (even though I may not know it).
Happy New Year to you all
